Friday, August 13, 2010

Change is coming...

Some people may not like what I have to say in my blog, but let me make things very clear. This is my blog. I share my world with you, if you don't like it or are offended. I suggest you hit the red X in the top right corner. You've been warned. I will not be censored, especially when I am speaking my mind, on MY BLOG.

Now that we have that cleared up, enjoy your regularly scheduled blog... =)

Summer of 2010 is slowly coming to an end. I honestly don't mind. Everyone knows that fall is my favorite time of year.

Brisk air, sweaters, boots, falling leaves, cider and hot donuts at the Apple Orchard, snuggling, twilight at its best and so on...

This has been a pretty good summer.

I have accomplished alot of things that I needed too. I am getting healthier.

Physically and Mentally.

1st. I quit smoking (I do have an occasional hit or 2)
2nd. I am eating better.
3rd. I am taking my Pro Metric soon (CNA Licensing)
4th. I am weeding out the negative things and people in my life.
5th. I need to get a control on my finances. (ya'll know I love to shop)

That little list has really been hard for me. In all aspects, especially because some of those things are things that I have needed for so long. They were my clutch, my vice, my weakness.
I had to let go. The only person that all those things were affecting were Me. I was the person holding myself back. Now that I've made these changes in my life, My future is for my writing, for my book. My book called life.

I guess it's true. Age brings wisdom.

In the very near future, some people (past and present) are going to be getting a letter from yours truly. Some may say it's my way of avoiding confrontation or wimping out and not telling the person face to face. Well for most they know I wear my emotions on my face and they feel they can take advantage of that. Plus when I write things down, I get my point accross without interruption. Plus I feel some people aren't worth the time or effort. They can read it over and over.

Like the Title says, Change is coming. Be it good or bad. I am looking it dead in the eyes and moving forward.

Friday the 13th has me feeling fearless...

Ciao,
Nick xoxo